// bah humbug
i'm tired. when will my brother get here so we can head home?

ugh. and i STILL have this damn project to do.

all i've been doing lately is bitch and moan about this project. i just need to get some kinda inspiration to get it done. sigh. not to become motivated, but inspiration to figure out a new parallizable algorithm. just wish i could describe the behavior in these numbers formulaically. wow.... is that even a word?

i think i've become the mumbling hermit comp sci guy. sigh. i think i should take some speedballs to try and shake that image. or i can stick with the legal stuff and drown away in a blurry sea of heavenly, yeast/hop/barley/water dew. ahhh... to suckle at the teat of that bottle. man i miss teats.

where was i? oh yeah... anticipating bro while staring at homework and having the loneliest christmas ever.