i'm at a crossroads in my life.

the colorado trip was great. i learned about the kids in the youth group, and enjoyed their company. but, it was pretty taxing, and a thorough challenge. all in all, the physical exhaustion was inconsequential compared to the fun i had.

but see, the colorado trip made me want to travel more. branch out. spend some time learning about others so that i could better learn myself.... or something fruity like that. heh.

but seriously, i need a job. i feel like i'm doing nothing, even when i'm studying, preparing for grad school and helping out with my parents. seriously, it's bad. if i can't bring home a paycheck to support myself, i feel awful.

so there you have it. job until grad school or work until grad school. crossroads.

church is getting interesting for me. i'm being challenged, and it's hard.

i'm going to play these next few months by ear.